They're finally here! Sleeping, writing emails, fiddling with our blogs without feeling guilty, talking on the phone resp. skype for hours, doing some craft, playing computer games, reading all these books we bought, cooking, no planning, a little bit of work to make the load easier for next semester, writing letters, catching up on birthday presents, meeting people for coffee & chats, visiting friends from last year - HOLIDAYS!
Praise the Lord, we once more got through exams without being sick, without being too stressed... well... at least we're noticing some improvement - and every Stuvac (=prep time) convinces us more of the value that lies in intensive time spent in the word - it makes such a difference to our relationship with God, it's unbelievable! Unfortunately, what's even more unbelievable is the fact that we tend NOT to do it unless we're 'forced' to. That's actually quite a sad discovery. The theological jargon would probably be 'human depravity'... or plain sinful laziness.
It's scary, if you think about it... but at the same time, it's amazing to realise how incredibly patient God is. It's not just a phrase of some description, God REALLY IS compassionate, slow to anger and rich in love, otherwise no one would ever get anywhere in their Christian walk. The more you think about it, the more amazing it becomes that anyone ever makes it at all. I guess that's what you call grace...we can't fool ourselves, it's God who picks us up time and time again when we fall. It still takes effort to get up, though. It's a wonderful mystery, this whole perseverance-preservation-sanctification-business... God is the one who keeps us going, if we keep going - isn't this the most bizarre & wonderful paradox ever?!
You just have to love how this God of ours keeps on surprising you...and the more he surprises you, the more you're able to trust him... amazing grace.


